I don't have words for my own self,
I am so disgusting, so yucky to smell,
I am an immortal personality,
Who never accepts the reality.
I don't have a singe true friend,
No one I can write emails for to send,
I am not loved by a single soul,
And will never be in my life, whole.
I always tried to push things my way,
But everyone and evertything went away,
I was never satified with what I had,
For eveything else I was Mad.
My life is disgusting everyone knows,
They hate me from within, but rarely show,
NO that's not because of sympathy but humanity,
My heart they feel, has no sensibility.
I Smoke, I Drink, I Steal, I Lie,
Waiting eagerly when will I die,
I am irresponsible, irritating, fucked up man,
I wanna get off all this as soon as I can.
But only IF I could get a chance,
I wanna live a life somewhat enhanced,
Dreams are always in every eyes,
Without seeing its true or lies.
I too want a girl I can romance with,
IF she agrees, on the floor to dance with,
I'll keep her happy to the best I can,
She'll be proud to have me as her man.
I know I can't be forgiven for all my folony,
BUT I too wanna live on a path u guys will show me,
AND IF she says that she will be mine,
I feel everything with me would be fine.
OH Gawd I pray in my next life,
Don't make me what i was this time,
Make me an animal, make me a bird,
Make me anyone but someone never heard.
-SELF WRITTEN-
